{"id":695,"date":"2015-10-22T18:51:43","date_gmt":"2015-10-22T18:51:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=695"},"modified":"2015-10-28T17:24:50","modified_gmt":"2015-10-28T17:24:50","slug":"anxiety-at-bay-eejay-shall-play","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=695","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety at bay&#8230; EeJay shall play"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As of late I have been feeling an incredible sense of \u201cokayness\u201d After about a year of not wanting to be around anyone besides myself and being totally content alone I now feel comfortable enough dealing with myself that I now can deal with other people and it\u2019s an incredible feeling of liberation. I randomly have been placing myself in social settings that are enjoyable for me. Let\u2019s first talk about what Ive been up to.<br \/>\n(pictures below)<br \/>\nSaturday- I made plans with my girls Latoya and Chykeria to go to Little 5pts Halloween Parade and had a wonderful time despite an awful toothache. After that we visited the rainbow crosswalk in Midtown like the true \u201cLESBUNS\u201d we are. Before I had to go to work we decided on some plans for Monday (we were all off of work)<br \/>\nSunday- was a challenging day at work I had totally tapped out until my favorite ray of little chocolate sunshine \u201cBitty\u201d randomly slid thru my job for a bite to eat we chatted a while before I got off work then we went to Cookout and I got a milkshake and hushpuppies (fuck my diet LOL) and watched funny viral videos<br \/>\nMonday- My Saturday crew and I got back together to attend my GOOD GOOD friend Christine\u2019s art show. Christine is a super talented photographer who is currently in pursuit of her Masters at SCAD and she had a beautiful showcase of photos of Palmetto, South Carolina. We thoroughly enjoyed her gorgeous show and went to Six Feet Under for cocktails and decided that it was a great idea for us to go costume shopping. We dicked around Costumes Etc. (my favorite costume shop in Atlanta) for a while and I got some accessories for my costume (to be reviled next week). The crew split up a bit and Latoya and I met Bitty for Dinner at Pho 24.<br \/>\nYa\u2019ll might consider this weekend quite lack luster but I honestly went out more in those three days than I have in the last three months. I thoroughly enjoyed myself because I spent time with people with positive energy doing things I enjoy. It may seem super selfish but while I\u2019m working out this anxiety thing\u2026 shits gotta be on my terms<\/p>\n<p>Feelings best expressed through song&#8230;<br \/>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/VArPPSt5vso\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><br \/>\n<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-695 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?attachment_id=701'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-4-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-701\" srcset=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-4-150x150.jpg 150w, 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\/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<figcaption class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-697'>\n\t\t\t\tlook at that girls streak!\n\t\t\t\t<\/figcaption><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?attachment_id=700'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4748-e1445538891198-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-700\" srcset=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4748-e1445538891198-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4748-e1445538891198-100x100.jpg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<figcaption class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-700'>\n\t\t\t\tthe 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href='https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?attachment_id=696'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-7-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-696\" srcset=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-7-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-7-100x100.jpg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<figcaption class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-696'>\n\t\t\t\tChristine&#8217;s Show\n\t\t\t\t<\/figcaption><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?attachment_id=702'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4788-e1445539432155-150x150.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" aria-describedby=\"gallery-1-702\" srcset=\"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4788-e1445539432155-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/IMG_4788-e1445539432155-100x100.jpg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<figcaption class='wp-caption-text gallery-caption' id='gallery-1-702'>\n\t\t\t\tpho time!\n\t\t\t\t<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As of late I have been feeling an incredible sense of \u201cokayness\u201d After about a year of not wanting to be around anyone besides myself and being totally content alone I now feel comfortable enough dealing with myself that I now can deal with other people and it\u2019s an incredible feeling of liberation. I randomly have been placing myself in social settings that are enjoyable for me. Let\u2019s first talk about what Ive been up to. (pictures below) Saturday- I made plans with my girls Latoya and Chykeria to go to Little 5pts Halloween Parade and had a wonderful time despite an awful toothache. After that we visited the rainbow crosswalk in Midtown like the true \u201cLESBUNS\u201d we are. Before I had to go to work we decided on some plans for Monday (we were all off of work) Sunday- was a challenging day at work I had totally tapped out until my favorite ray of little chocolate sunshine \u201cBitty\u201d randomly slid thru my job for a bite to eat we chatted a while before I got off work then we went to Cookout and I got a milkshake and hushpuppies (fuck my diet LOL) and watched funny viral videos Monday- My Saturday crew and I got back together to attend my GOOD GOOD friend Christine\u2019s art show. Christine is a super talented photographer who is currently in pursuit of her Masters at SCAD and she had a beautiful showcase of photos of Palmetto, South Carolina. We thoroughly enjoyed her gorgeous show and went to Six Feet Under for cocktails and decided that it was a great idea for us to go costume shopping. We dicked around Costumes Etc. (my favorite costume shop in Atlanta) for a while and I got some accessories for my costume (to be reviled next week). The crew split up a bit and Latoya and I met Bitty for Dinner at Pho 24. Ya\u2019ll might consider this weekend quite lack luster but I honestly went out more in those three days than I have in the last three months. I thoroughly enjoyed myself because I spent time with people with positive energy doing things I enjoy. It may seem super selfish but while I\u2019m working out this anxiety thing\u2026 shits gotta be on my terms Feelings best expressed through song&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":697,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[70,71,67,66,69],"class_list":["post-695","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-anxiety","tag-biddy","tag-cheykeria","tag-latoya","tag-pho"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/FullSizeRender-6.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4HIFu-bd","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=695"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":710,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/695\/revisions\/710"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/697"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=695"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=695"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}