\u201cI\u2019m not ready for a relationship\u201d Is something most of us have said however I cannot recall ever saying that I\u2019m ready for relationship. I usually end up in relationship underprepared for dealing with my emotions or anyone else\u2019s for that matter. I am in an extremely self-aware space for the first time in my life; being totally self-aware creates a space where I can keep my once totally out of control emotions totally in check. Anyway, I think that after being pretty much single since September 2012 (excluding the whole Little Miss Asshole debacle). I think I\u2019m in a good place to settle down. I am under no circumstances \u201clooking for a bae\u201d or taking part in \u201ccuffing season\u201d. I\u2019m just saying a bitch better fuckwith me before the price goes up (hair flip)<\/p>\n
I\u2019m sure y\u2019all are wondering what happened to My Thang (MT) and we are still talking, however, she\u2019s not ready for commitment and I\u2019m not ready to be a convenience boo. She informed me that we are cool and we talk but only when I\u2019m in Maryland or she is in Atlanta do we actually date. While I do not agree with her outlook I do honor it. I\u2019ve made it a habit of being respectful of people\u2019s opinion no matter if I agree with it or not. I thought her consistence, and involvement in my day to day was a sign that she shared my sentiment that we were building towards something pretty solid. She feels a way about me pulling back\u2026 I think it\u2019s unfair to expect for me to continue to give her parts of me that she is unwilling to reciprocate the same access.<\/p>\n
So, I\u2019m still single, essentially like a dollar bill. And I\u2019m pretty sure I\u2019m ready to start considering dating. Light and sweet is cool, but so is something a tad bit more concrete.<\/p>\n
My feelings are best expressed through song (no official video\u2026. But this song!)
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