{"id":809,"date":"2016-10-07T17:48:50","date_gmt":"2016-10-07T17:48:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=809"},"modified":"2018-05-16T22:02:55","modified_gmt":"2018-05-16T22:02:55","slug":"i-changed-my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=809","title":{"rendered":"I changed my mind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My desires are fleeting\u2026 I\u2019m not one to commit too much (clearly- with this blog) But one thing I\u2019ve always been sure of is this- I\u2019d like to be married and I want to be a Mommy. Since childhood I\u2019ve dreamed of being a mother. That is one thing I\u2019ve always been sure of. Being a wife is something that came later on. I am not into pressuring women I deal with into my dream; a puzzle piece will only fit where it belongs. I also will not spend time with someone who doesn\u2019t want what I want.<\/p>\n<p>Building a future with someone who is consistent and emotionally available is something I feel like I deserve. When I love I love hard- It\u2019s not like I go around giving my love to just anybody. I\u2019ve publically vowed that I suffered my last heartbreak several years ago with Little Miss Lesson Learned (fka Crazytown). So this is how I feel as of now- Dating is cool, I\u2019m taking a break from relationships and love its taxing. I\u2019m absolutely sure of what I bring to the table- I have no problem eating alone.<\/p>\n<p>Till next time..<\/p>\n<p>EeJay<\/p>\n<p>couldn&#8217;t decide on one song-so enjoy my feeling<\/p>\n<p>what I want<br \/>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/2kbW3RvVJIA\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nhow i feel<br \/>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Cgoqrgc_0cM\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; My desires are fleeting\u2026 I\u2019m not one to commit too much (clearly- with this blog) But one thing I\u2019ve always been sure of is this- I\u2019d like to be married and I want to be a Mommy. Since childhood I\u2019ve dreamed of being a mother. That is one thing I\u2019ve always been sure of. Being a wife is something that came later on. I am not into pressuring women I deal with into my dream; a puzzle piece will only fit where it belongs. I also will not spend time with someone who doesn\u2019t want what I want. Building a future with someone who is consistent and emotionally available is something I feel like I deserve. When I love I love hard- It\u2019s not like I go around giving my love to just anybody. I\u2019ve publically vowed that I suffered my last heartbreak several years ago with Little Miss Lesson Learned (fka Crazytown). So this is how I feel as of now- Dating is cool, I\u2019m taking a break from relationships and love its taxing. I\u2019m absolutely sure of what I bring to the table- I have no problem eating alone. Till next time.. EeJay couldn&#8217;t decide on one song-so enjoy my feeling what I want &nbsp; how i feel<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1003,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[95],"tags":[91,94],"class_list":["post-809","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-theres-more-to-me","tag-miss-daddy","tag-the-cheese-stands-alone"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4HIFu-d3","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/download-1.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/809","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=809"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/809\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":810,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/809\/revisions\/810"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1003"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}