{"id":906,"date":"2017-11-28T20:04:58","date_gmt":"2017-11-28T20:04:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=906"},"modified":"2018-05-16T21:48:28","modified_gmt":"2018-05-16T21:48:28","slug":"tired-of-first-dates","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/littlemisslesbo.com\/?p=906","title":{"rendered":"Tired of First Dates"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know I\u2019ve said time and time again that I\u2019m \u201cdone dating\u201d and me being the lover of love that I am- I\u2019m rapidly smitten by another woman. Here\u2019s the thing I\u2019m hella tired of awkward interactions and first dates. For the first time since my breakup with Little Miss Lesson Learned (crazytown) I think I\u2019m PREPARED to love again. I know, I\u2019ve had whole ass relationships since her and I mean absolutely NO SHADE however I left my ability to truly love with her. So in actuality Little Miss Asshole and Little Miss Daddy never received the same love. I was still healing. I got to talking recently and I realized that first dates are only exhausting for me I\u2019m not doing it right. Am I tired of first dates? YES! Was I dating with the intent of crowning someone with my heart?! HELL NAH!<br \/>\nTo make matters worse, I have a terrible habit of turning mediocre first date into a months long lack-luster booships. Whole time I\u2019m wondering \u201cwhat the fuck\u201d. Not only \u201cwhat the fuck\u201d am I doing here? \u201cWhat the fuck\u201d do we have in common? \u201cWhat the fuck\u201d do I see in her? It\u2019s like an ugly quagmire of WTF. I was speaking to someone I\u2019m friendly with and I told her \u201cIm tired of first dates\u201d she said \u201chow are you going to find \u2018the one\u2019 if you don\u2019t keep trying. She is the most beautiful thing I\u2019ve seen probably in years so she could\u2019ve told me to try FruitLoops and try again and I would\u2019ve been down. We went on to talk about dating in Atlanta and how dismal it can be. That led me to unpacking the fact that I gave up on using my heart to it\u2019s fullest capacity.<br \/>\nAm I done dating? No! Am I giving my all to just any-ol-body? NAH! Am I going to be more selective?! YES!<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/x_PrT25o8Vs\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I\u2019ve said time and time again that I\u2019m \u201cdone dating\u201d and me being the lover of love that I am- I\u2019m rapidly smitten by another woman. Here\u2019s the thing I\u2019m hella tired of awkward interactions and first dates. For the first time since my breakup with Little Miss Lesson Learned (crazytown) I think I\u2019m PREPARED to love again. I know, I\u2019ve had whole ass relationships since her and I mean absolutely NO SHADE however I left my ability to truly love with her. So in actuality Little Miss Asshole and Little Miss Daddy never received the same love. I was still healing. I got to talking recently and I realized that first dates are only exhausting for me I\u2019m not doing it right. Am I tired of first dates? YES! Was I dating with the intent of crowning someone with my heart?! HELL NAH! To make matters worse, I have a terrible habit of turning mediocre first date into a months long lack-luster booships. Whole time I\u2019m wondering \u201cwhat the fuck\u201d. Not only \u201cwhat the fuck\u201d am I doing here? \u201cWhat the fuck\u201d do we have in common? \u201cWhat the fuck\u201d do I see in her? It\u2019s like an ugly quagmire of WTF. I was speaking to someone I\u2019m friendly with and I told her \u201cIm tired of first dates\u201d she said \u201chow are you going to find \u2018the one\u2019 if you don\u2019t keep trying. She is the most beautiful thing I\u2019ve seen probably in years so she could\u2019ve told me to try FruitLoops and try again and I would\u2019ve been down. We went on to talk about dating in Atlanta and how dismal it can be. That led me to unpacking the fact that I gave up on using my heart to it\u2019s fullest capacity. Am I done dating? No! Am I giving my all to just any-ol-body? NAH! Am I going to be more selective?! 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